better off single,

i think that this whole relationship thingy is not made for me!

there are times when i just wanna be with him 24/7 even if its just to sit on a couch and do nothing in particular. But then again there are times where i wish i wasnt with him, and that didnt have to deal with his stupidities. i dont expect him to put me 1st in everything, but i dont expect to be the least of his concerns either. I cant stand the fact that hes able to go around his ways to please and do things with a guy that he met a month ago, but yet theres always something that happens if its with me.

i really care about him, and i want wats best for him, but i cant be with someone who isnt himself when other people are around or when that fckn idiot that i cant stand is there.

i could list so many reasons for me to leave him

but the last thing i wanna do is hurt him, i know he loves me and cares about me, but i cant take his bullshit any longer. i know you might think im not patient enough or wtvz. but theres so much i can take.

i just need someone to telle me that i should leave him and i will.

the sooner the better right?!

one big issue tho is that its his bday next week, and wether i break up with him or not, i will get him a present. i just dont want him to think that im leaving him because of that, iunno if it makes sense, or if its just in my head..

wtvz

so wat should i do, tough it up, or just leave him

opinions are very much needed at this point.

till then...

xoxo

soon to be singleM?!